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Saturday, August 15, 2015
Monday, April 20, 2015
The Five Stages of Packing Grief
This from Lena:
I have an undergrad in psychology, but that is not how I have learned this lesson. I am actually not a mover by nature or choice. I am what I would call a long-term nester--so much so that when I was dating Bill, I was concerned that he might uproot me periodically (he moved several times a year in his childhood). As it turns out, he actually did very little of that--only a reasonable amount--but God moved us into an international life that has shaken me loose of many nests. I am actually really glad that it has taught me that I can be happy in lots of different places, that it can be fun to discover the joys of a new spot, and that I can generally survive.
However, it HAS wreaked havoc on my nerves. I try to keep these lessons close, and I have been laughing at myself a lot lately (mostly because I am still in the shock phase). These stages of grief are actually fairly accurate, and some of the images I paint are actual memories. For anyone of you about to go through this or have experienced it, I hope that at the least it gives you a laugh!
So--here they are. The five stages of packing grief:
Shock- In this stage, you walk around saying that you can't believe you are really leaving. Somehow you relaxed, painted, added touches--made it your own. But now it is becoming real that you will have to bundle up your tender roots and put it into storage or haul it somewhere. Either way, it is going to involve a LOT of packing tape and cardboard, and you have vivid memories of the chaos it has been in the past. You shake off the nagging fear that it is going to go exactly like the last move, when you woke up every morning three weeks before the move, completely wired and rightfully concerned that you were going to drop a very big ball of packing tape. You square your shoulders and begin to survey the territory. You consider color coding the rooms, plan your box log system (complete with list of the contents of every box). You can feel it. No nerve-wracking last-minutes this time. A little here, a little there, and we will take this bad boy out. During the last week, you will be reminiscing with friends, having rich moments of connection over coffee.
Anger- What in the world! You have been trying to pack all the un-necessaries in ONE bedroom for TWO WEEKS! GET OVER IT, WOMAN! IT'S A DUPLO SET, NOT GOLD BRICKS! GET RID OF IT! And don't even try that, "It's for the grandchildren" business. Not working.
Depression-Time is running short. You wake up with packing tape in your hair, and are weeping openly now, because you can't get the bunk beds apart. Two weeks out and you are starting to get that glazed-over look. You consider an emergency phone call to that one friend who you know will clean your refrigerator and it will be done before you had time to worry about it. You are in the pit, and need a hand up. Bad.
Acceptance- You call out the cavalry, and your band of faithfuls show up. There are teenagers in your kitchen, duping all your cooking utensils into plastic bins and stacking unwrapped coffee mugs on top, then sitting on it to make it close. You walk into another room, thankful that at least someone else is doing it. You hug your friends, and somehow manage to get those special moments in anyway, even though you haven't showered in three days. You pick your toddlers up from the neighbor's house as you leave (in Peru, with a taxi), who thought your kids looked like they needed a bath and cleaned them. You cry in the taxi, unsure if it is mostly the because you are sad to leave or just relieved it is over. You know it isn't perfect, but neither is the rest of life, so--hey, not so bad.
I have an undergrad in psychology, but that is not how I have learned this lesson. I am actually not a mover by nature or choice. I am what I would call a long-term nester--so much so that when I was dating Bill, I was concerned that he might uproot me periodically (he moved several times a year in his childhood). As it turns out, he actually did very little of that--only a reasonable amount--but God moved us into an international life that has shaken me loose of many nests. I am actually really glad that it has taught me that I can be happy in lots of different places, that it can be fun to discover the joys of a new spot, and that I can generally survive.
However, it HAS wreaked havoc on my nerves. I try to keep these lessons close, and I have been laughing at myself a lot lately (mostly because I am still in the shock phase). These stages of grief are actually fairly accurate, and some of the images I paint are actual memories. For anyone of you about to go through this or have experienced it, I hope that at the least it gives you a laugh!
So--here they are. The five stages of packing grief:
Shock- In this stage, you walk around saying that you can't believe you are really leaving. Somehow you relaxed, painted, added touches--made it your own. But now it is becoming real that you will have to bundle up your tender roots and put it into storage or haul it somewhere. Either way, it is going to involve a LOT of packing tape and cardboard, and you have vivid memories of the chaos it has been in the past. You shake off the nagging fear that it is going to go exactly like the last move, when you woke up every morning three weeks before the move, completely wired and rightfully concerned that you were going to drop a very big ball of packing tape. You square your shoulders and begin to survey the territory. You consider color coding the rooms, plan your box log system (complete with list of the contents of every box). You can feel it. No nerve-wracking last-minutes this time. A little here, a little there, and we will take this bad boy out. During the last week, you will be reminiscing with friends, having rich moments of connection over coffee.
Anger- What in the world! You have been trying to pack all the un-necessaries in ONE bedroom for TWO WEEKS! GET OVER IT, WOMAN! IT'S A DUPLO SET, NOT GOLD BRICKS! GET RID OF IT! And don't even try that, "It's for the grandchildren" business. Not working.
Depression-Time is running short. You wake up with packing tape in your hair, and are weeping openly now, because you can't get the bunk beds apart. Two weeks out and you are starting to get that glazed-over look. You consider an emergency phone call to that one friend who you know will clean your refrigerator and it will be done before you had time to worry about it. You are in the pit, and need a hand up. Bad.
Acceptance- You call out the cavalry, and your band of faithfuls show up. There are teenagers in your kitchen, duping all your cooking utensils into plastic bins and stacking unwrapped coffee mugs on top, then sitting on it to make it close. You walk into another room, thankful that at least someone else is doing it. You hug your friends, and somehow manage to get those special moments in anyway, even though you haven't showered in three days. You pick your toddlers up from the neighbor's house as you leave (in Peru, with a taxi), who thought your kids looked like they needed a bath and cleaned them. You cry in the taxi, unsure if it is mostly the because you are sad to leave or just relieved it is over. You know it isn't perfect, but neither is the rest of life, so--hey, not so bad.
Thursday, April 09, 2015
What Jesus Said
This from Lena:
From the time I first discovered the power of the Word of
God as a young believer, I have been captured by the power of Jesus’
teachings. “Guard your heart against all
kinds of greed!” (How many kinds are there?
I could think about that a good long time!) It’s always fresh to me…no
matter how many times I read it, I come away knowing I have only begun my
journey of obedience…seeking the Kingdom of God first of all, making sure that
I am more concerned that my cup be clean on the inside than the outer
appearance. I chuckle to myself when
people talk about how gentle Jesus was, knowing how many times I have been
rocked and threatened (but also amazingly comforted) by his words. The gospels are a plum line by which we must
consistently be measuring our lives, and I find myself more often than not
wincing as I sneak a peek at the slant of my life.
During some times of prayer walking, I began to dream of how
we could begin to reach out to university students in our mammoth metropolitan
area. I began to formulate the idea for
an evangelical Bible study in which we offer a chance for university students
to practice their English and at the same time examine the teachings of Jesus
for themselves. Seeing as how subtlety
has never been my strong point, I thought that sort of fit my personality: “I
have English, I want you to think about Jesus!”
That was when “What Jesus Said” was born! We (meaning me and one super-faithful young
lady from our church who has a really gorgeous smile) hit the streets and
started to invite.
We have been meeting since November, and the group has
grown. One girl we met is actually
Peruvian, but grew up in Columbus, Ohio!
She not only attends the group, but now she also attends the church
plant we support. Our group has
consistent attendance from young believers, with a sprinkling of those who are
seeking. We are excited about the possibilities! We are also looking to open two new groups
before long with two different young leaders in other locations.
This has been the easiest evangelical program I have ever
had the joy of promoting. When I tell
people about it, they often ask if there is a cost, and are shocked to find
that it is free! Please pray for us that
we reach many with this tool, and that it opens up opportunities on campuses
all over Lima!
Wednesday, March 04, 2015
What we eat
This from Bill:
I was recently asked about our first eating experinece in Peru and thought I'd share the story here. Our first eating experience was very positive. It was at
McDonalds. We're blessed to live in Lima, which has a population of over
9 million people and has a lot of "first world" products (like
McDonalds, Pizza Hut and Starbucks). We do not have Walmart--so it's still a mission field! Outside of Lima, Peru
is poor and undeveloped.
| Arroz con Mariscos (seafood with rice) |
Even though our first meal was at McDonalds, that doesn't
mean we haven't had some great food experiences. Peru has some of the best food in the world. On the Pacific coast, Peruvians eat
a lot of seafood. The most famous dish is called Ceviche and is raw fish
"cooked" in lemon juice and onions. That was our first real experience
with Peruvian food. We tried it after we had been in the country for a couple
of days. I was shocked at how strong the flavor was. My first reaction was that
it was "OK," but that I didn't want to make a habit of it. Now, I'm ready any time! I usually order it with
"Arroz con Mariscos," which is seafood mixed with stir-fried rice. I
like that dish with a side order of fried squid. YUM!
The second famous food of Peru is Cuy (otherwise known as
guinea pig). You can eat it baked or fried. It tastes like the dark meat of
chicken. It's not bad at all. It just takes too much effort (in my opinion),
because the pieces are too small. It is also gross when they serve it with the
head still on! Here, I've posted a picture of a Guinea Pig claw held by my son and a picture of my friend Ken Lydy (who does
Chi Alpha at Wilmington College) with the claws in his mouth (that's me in the background).
| Ken Lydy eats Cuy claws |
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| Sabalo from the Amazon River |
When I'm in the Amazon jungle town of Iquitos, I often eat Sabalo. It's a meat eating fish (like a piraanha) from the Amazon river and it tastes very good when cooked over a wood fire. I also like the deep fried caimon (alligator).
In the mountains, I eat cuy, trout, goat or llama. My favorite of those is goat. I love it.
On a daily basis, the peruvian people eat rice with rice. Then
they have some more rice. They also eat chicken. Rotisserie chicken with
french fries is very popular and VERY delicious. Missions teams that visit eat that three or four times in one week. We eat so much of it,
we almost get sick of it--but not quite. The problem is that no matter how many
times you've had rotisserie chicken and fries, it still smells good!
Tuesday, March 03, 2015
Bill and Lena's March, 2015 Newsletter
Thanks to everyone who has helped us proclaim the Gospel in Peru and the Andean region. Thank you! Please find, below, our latest newsletter. You can read it here -- or click on the caption to open it as a printable PDF. In this newsletter, Bill writes about ministry in the Amazon and about our upcoming return to the sttaes to connect with our friends and support team. There's also a few prayer requests. Enjoy!
We'll be returning to the U.S. at the end of June to let those on our support team know what they've been supporting! We're looking forward to it but moving back to the states for a year involves a lot of logistics and questions. For example, where are we going to live and what will we drive? How will the kids handle the transition? For all of this, we ask for your prayers. When we get back, we'll need to share the story of what God is doing here. As such, we'd love an invitation to share in your church or home fellowship group!
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| Click here to read Bill and Lena's March 2015 Newsletter |
We'll be returning to the U.S. at the end of June to let those on our support team know what they've been supporting! We're looking forward to it but moving back to the states for a year involves a lot of logistics and questions. For example, where are we going to live and what will we drive? How will the kids handle the transition? For all of this, we ask for your prayers. When we get back, we'll need to share the story of what God is doing here. As such, we'd love an invitation to share in your church or home fellowship group!
This from Bill:
Working with college students and teaching in the Seminary, I am frequently confronted with the idea that the Bible is just the invention of men. This morning, in my quiet time, I was reading Galatians and noted that Paul confronted the same issue! That lead me to the following thoughts:
Gal
1:11 “I want you to know, brothers, that the gospel I preached is not something that man made up.” – People often
say that they don’t trust the Bible because it is just teachings of men. Paul
addresses this directly, continuing to say, Gal 1:12 “I did not
receive it from any man, nor was I taught it; rather, I received it by revelation from Jesus Christ.” Paul is saying that
he is a prophet like Moses; that is, just as God and Moses met on the
mountaintop, where God revealed the Law to Moses, Jesus did the same with Paul,
explaining the Gospel of salvation by grace through faith. Paul didn’t just think
of it. He didn’t make it up. Jesus revealed it. Some people, even some
Christians, are not comfortable with that. They like to think that the Gospel evolved,
naturally. It did not. It was a supernatural, burning bush, shining light,
knock-you-off-of-your-horse-on-the-road-to-Damascus epiphany (God appearance).
The question is, does God really speak? Does God really appear on the scene? The
notion of the Gospel being invented by men or just a collection of human
teachings presupposes that God does not appear on the scene, or that God does
not talk or reveal things miraculously. In Paul’s context with the Galatians,
some humans have added to the Gospel, to make salvation a thing of grace plus
works. Their fallacy was thinking that they could add to what Jesus had
miraculously revealed (like they could improve on His revelation). The modern
day fallacy is that God doesn’t reveal anything; i.e., that Moses never saw a
real burning bush and that Paul never actually met the resurrected Christ. Paul’s
first-hand testimony to the Galatians doesn’t allow for either.
Monday, February 16, 2015
Bringing hope and the Gospel to Iquitos
I love ministering in Iquitos, Peru -- in the Amazon basin (a. k. a. jungle). We have two LACCC schools there: Victoria de Jesus in Belen and Luz del Saber in Punchana. The district of Belen floods every year, so our students have to walk to school on a network of planks, above the water. It's often scary, dirty and stinky. But it's also a blessed adventure filled with lovely people (like Venice, Italy, but without plumbing). I thank the Lord that we can bring hope, food, education and (most of all) Jesus to these beautiful kids. Thanks for making it possible. Below are some of my favorite photos from my trip last March, when the flood waters were high. You can find more pics from this trip here: 2014-03 Iquitos.
| Pastors Fernando and Jose are great friends and I'm honored to work with them bringing the Gospel and hope to Iquitos. |
| Where did you drop it? |
You can see more from this trip here.
Saturday, February 07, 2015
University Evangelism
Lena and I began the past year with a strong emphasis on University ministry. Here, in Peru, we call Chi Alpha, La Red Universitaria de Las Asambleas de Dios -- the University Network of the Assemblies of God. It's been an exciting experience for both of us. Lena is doing multiple evangelistic Bible studies with students from various campuses, and both of us have taught at churches and national youth leaders conferences about how to start a campus ministry. The pictures above and below are of us teaching on Evangelism. These pics were taken at the "Christ - Light of the World" church in Trujillo, which has six small groups on 5 campuses! I'm a big fan of using a white board, instead of PowerPoint slides (because I like the organic nature and the intentional emphasis on content over form). After I teach, I take a picture of the white board and invite the students to do the same. Looking at these boards reminded me of what a great time we had! After taking the college students and leaders through some basics of university evangelism, we hit the streets and had a blast talking with people about Jesus. I was very proud of Will, my younger son, who (with unassuming warmth and friendliness) is an incredibly effective evangelist!
For this event, we were joined by our friends Shawn and Melissa Pallotta, who (along with their kids) have a very prophetic ministry. Shawn and I taught on making godly decisions.
Some of the evangelism themes we covered included:
1) The power of your personal testimony (Rev. 12:11).
2) Basic components of the Gospel (1 Cor. 15).
3) Apologetics -- explaining why the Christian faith is reasonable (that is, it's requires faith, but not blind faith). Also, Jesus claimed to be God, therefore he is either a Liar, a Lunatic or the Lord (hint: it's the last one!)
Peruvians love their late night soccer matches, which provides a great way to make friends and share the Gospel with your neighbors. These pics are of Colton (above) and Antonio Pallotta (below) playing.
Colton and Antonio also teamed up for some street evangelism, outside the C&T Restaurant.
Why I disciple
This from Bill:
Matthew 28:18-20 is the Great Commission, in which Jesus commands us to "make disciples." But, that isn't what motivates me. On an emotional or motivational level, the reason why I disciple people is that I’ve had a life changing encounter with Jesus that is real and profoundly positive. It’s not like everything that happens to me is positive, but experiencing Christ and being transformed by Him – that has been overwhelmingly positive. I strive to introduce others to Jesus and his way of life because I want them to have as good a life as I have. I frequently challenge young adults who are making self-defeating decisions to imitate my life, because I know that I have a better marriage and a happier life than the vast majority of the world. “For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes: first to the Jew, then to the Gentile. (Romans 1:16)”
Matthew 28:18-20 is the Great Commission, in which Jesus commands us to "make disciples." But, that isn't what motivates me. On an emotional or motivational level, the reason why I disciple people is that I’ve had a life changing encounter with Jesus that is real and profoundly positive. It’s not like everything that happens to me is positive, but experiencing Christ and being transformed by Him – that has been overwhelmingly positive. I strive to introduce others to Jesus and his way of life because I want them to have as good a life as I have. I frequently challenge young adults who are making self-defeating decisions to imitate my life, because I know that I have a better marriage and a happier life than the vast majority of the world. “For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes: first to the Jew, then to the Gentile. (Romans 1:16)”
Thursday, December 25, 2014
Monday, November 17, 2014
The Vultures of Iquitos -- a photo journal
The national bird of Peru is the "Cock-of-the-Rock." It gets its name from the practice of building its nests on rocky cliffs. It is rare and beautiful.

But, in popular culture, the Cock-of-the-Rock is overshadowed by the massive Condor -- which is worshipped by indigenous peoples throughout South America.
Then there is the ignoble vulture. It is extremely common and not at all impressive—unless you like animals that eat garbage and cool themselves off by pooping on their legs. It is to the Amazon basin what rats are to New York -- ubiquitos, filthy and very large. If Ansel Adams can be famous for his pictures of National Parks and Annie Liebovitz can be famous for her photos of celebrities, then I thought that maybe I (Bill) should try my niche at a lovely collection of “The Vultures of Iquitos, Peru.” These shots were taken on the playground of Luz del Saber (one of our Latin America ChildCare schools) in Iquitos.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Sinless
This from Lena:
I was in the market today
and noticed as one of the vendors bowed her head to pray before she ate her
lunch. I was touched at her reverence,
and asked her if she was a believer in Jesus.
I wasn’t really looking for a witnessing situation—just a moment to
connect with a Jesus lover.
The conversation continued,
and I asked if she was an evangelical believer.
She said no, but that she was a Christian. I had never met people here before saying
that they were Christian, but denying being an evangelical, apart from an
occasional Catholic. I asked her what
she perceived the difference to be, and she informed me that she doesn’t sin
anymore.
Really.
I told her that First John
was a great book in the Bible, and that it says that he who says he is without
sin is a liar, and the truth isn’t in him.
She looked shocked, and questioned my version of the Bible (just for the
record, she was King James only, but in Spanish). She was new to this path, but not very shaken
by my challenging words, and invited me to come to her church so I could
understand better.
I left my new friend, telling
her that I wasn’t interested in an argument, and I encouraged her to get into
the Book herself, so that she could start to sift things that are taught in
regard to the true teachings of Christianity.
I was afraid to push her—I have heard stories of people starting out
with the Jehovah’s Witnesses, or the Mormons, and becoming disillusioned when
they realized that what they were learning was not true, and throw all of it
out together. I left a bit deflated, and
angry that someone had routed a soul’s honest attempt to follow Christ as a
repentant sinner. Now she is “sinless.” I feel sorry for her family and friends, who now have no way to speak into her life, as she is currently completely free of sin!
Peru is a minimally
literate country. Latin America in
general is not a print-rich region of the world, but compared with the rest of
Latin America, we fall toward the very bottom.
This creates vulnerability among our believers, because many of our
brothers and sisters here have never read an entire book of the Bible---and I
am talking about faithful ones! These
are the 20% who do all the work, lead the worship, and facilitate cell
groups. So what happens when a false
teaching comes along? The heresy sensors
don’t go off, and the church is often fighting off bad teaching.
Bill and I are passionate
about Peruvian believers becoming strong in the Word. This is one of the reasons Bill is teaching
in the seminary this year, even though it comes at a high cost in time and effort.
We need pastors and leaders who handle
the Bible well and teach their people to read it and study it for
themselves. This is also a reason why I
am doing an English conversation group based on the life of Christ aimed at
university students (nonbelievers and believers combined). We want to get people into the Word by all
means possible until it penetrates—separating even the bone from the
marrow. It never fails to do the same
for me!
Lena teaching university students about discipling new believers in Argentina
Bill giving our first pitch to Peruvian youth leaders on the importance of university ministry
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Mark Randall Memorial
On September 25, I was in a small bus
crossing the border from Peru into Bolivia. Lena called with the news that my
friend, Mark Randall, had passed away. Mark was one of my closest friends. We
worked together in XA since 1989, when I was serving at the University of
Louisville (with Joe and Jayne Zickafoose). We worked together on the SALT and
SICM planning teams. We also vacationed together. My kids loved going to
"Uncle Mark's" lake to go skiing. Mark was one of the
friends who continued to call me, long after we moved to Peru. And he was one
of the friends that I called whenever I had a hard decision to make. He was
filled with faith and had a very good head for business. He was an inspiration,
especially in the area of Evangelism.
It was painful to not be able to go
to his funeral--especially since I wanted to comfort his many disciples, who
were like children to him. Mark never married, but that didn't stop him from
having a lot of love in his life. He loved my kids like they were his family.
He also loved his XA disciples the same way. He had a gift for encouraging the
best in others and steering them to use their gifts for the Gospel. As such,
the verse that came to mind when I heard of his passing was Isaiah 54:1, “Sing, barren woman,
you who never bore a child; burst into song, shout for joy, you who were never
in labor; because more are the children of the desolate woman than of her who
has a husband," says the LORD. (NIV)”
Since I couldn't be at the
funeral, I decided to make a video of what I would have said. I posted that video here.
I'm grateful for Mark and I have no doubt that on September 25, Jesus said to him, "... Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness! (Matt. 25:23)."
Wednesday, August 06, 2014
When We Ask Jesus to Leave.
Everyone else had given up on the Village Scary Guy. You know who I am talking about—the one who
sets your spiritual Geiger counters to the tune of the William Tell
Overture. The Bible clearly states that
folks re-routed their paths to avoid the lifeless zone where he wandered. Where everyone else took their u-turn, Jesus headed straight in his direction and
cast a whole crew of demons out of him and into a herd of pigs worth a
fortune. The townspeople react like a
mother who just found her toddler “decorating” her new Coach bag with permanent
marker. They weren’t happy.
To Jesus, the treasure of one soul was worth the porcine
fortune lost in one glorious episode of rescue.
The freedom of one soul was worth more than a treasure trove of bacon
and pork chops. Can you imagine how much
even one of those pigs cost? Can you
imagine how freaky it was to see the Village Scary suddenly sane and
harmless-looking at the same time you see a herd of dead pigs floating in the
river? It was disgusting, gross, scary, and
messy. So they asked Jesus to leave.
This one fact—that they asked Jesus to leave—won’t leave me lately. I can’t stop feeling broken over their desire
for him to leave.
At that moment of determining to follow Jesus, every truly-saved
sinner knows what was going on in his own heart. The sense that this Jesus is really going to
“mess up my life” is imminent. He starts reviewing all the things he
suspects this crazy savior—crazy enough to give his life for us willingly—is going
to ask of him. The first rays of light in ages breaks into his creepy attic,
and instinctively we know that a housecleaning is about to begin.
Even more so, there are moments when seeking Jesus looks
weird or even crazy…praying for someone with serious disabilities, cancer. I suspect that casting demons out looks more
orderly for those with a lot of practice, but so far my experiences have been
crazy looking. Following Jesus means
that you begin to walk in a reality that is not visible, and you become a
member of a Kingdom that has different rules than this earth.
I remember a moment when I was still new in the Lord and I
was in a coffee house with a friend. She
was such a sweet believer…the Lord had rescued her out of many things, and as
we talked, we felt the presence of the Holy Spirit growing stronger. There was an electric presence of the Holy Spirit
that day. We were talking about revival
and how much God wanted to touch the little college town where we lived. I remember thinking, “What are you up to,
Lord?” One of those famous local crazy
guys was also in the coffee house. If I
had been alone, I probably would not have engaged him, but my friend had such a
loving presence, and she began to talk to him.
She told him how much Jesus loved him and had such a sweet tone. I was already feeling the presence of the
Spirit, and I can’t tell you if it was the “mature” thing to do, but I started
rebuking the evil spirits in my prayer language, and the guy threw his cup of
coffee at me. The owners asked us to
leave, called the cops, and closed the coffee shop for the afternoon. True story.
I know that there are those who will say that I was
immature, that we shouldn’t have “gone there.”
To be honest, I am not sure it would play out like that in my life
today. I can tell you, though, that our
hearts at that moment were set on following Jesus and seeing his Kingdom come,
and that is how it ended!
I have a hate/love
relationship with these crazy moments when He wins me….I hate risk, and I am
anything but an adventurer at heart, but
when He gets a hold of me, there is no telling what He will talk me into.
I wish I could say that every time he has tried to break the
part of me that prefers control to holy insanity, that he has won. I don’t want to ask him to leave, ever…and
yet, I know that my actions betray me. There
are days when you just know that if you step just one baby step closer to the
Lord, you are going to be signing your name to some costly enterprise. Costly perfume is going to pour, or some pigs
are going over the cliff. We reach that
moment of decision and…we either take a step closer or step away. Some say the cost is just too high and they
ask Jesus to leave. Others step into the
crazy without regret.
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Will and Abi talk to kids about life in Peru
Will explains a Simple Electric Motor
Each year, the Shrader family has one or more entries in the International Christian School of Lima Science Fair. The 2014 entry came from Will, who built a small electric motor, then had to explain how it works. Will produced two videos: the first is entitled, May the Force be with you, is short and sweet (but to see it, you have to go here). The second is below.
Thursday, May 15, 2014
Kingdom of Heaven Lessons in a Baby Church
This from Lena:
We have been enjoying a fresh season these last 8 months of seeing
a baby church take shape! We are part of an international team of
missionaries who are working together to sort out the difficult task of forming
our identity as a church and how we present it. One of the great joys of
this process is seeing people come to Christ and being witnesses to the
transformation that is taking place—and also the great responsibility we have
to correctly present the Kingdom of God to these baby believers! As I
have specifically focused on the Kingdom of God in my recent studies, here are
a few scripture points that have stuck in my heart. I wanted to share them with
you, too!
In the Kingdom of Heaven…
Mark 1:15 Repentance is a precursor for citizenship. We
can paint things as pretty as we like, we can try to de-uglify sin and make it
sound as though they have just made an oversight until now….but if the
recognition of our own sinfulness is not there, followed by sincere repentance,
we run the risk of misrepresenting the gospel. I remember being 18 at an
Amy Grant concert, trying to convince myself that I was fine—that my dark
little teenaged soul didn’t need rescuing (yeah-back then there was an altar
call after an Amy Grant concert! And tracts on the way in!). It was
a horrible experience. I was so glad to finally walk that humiliating
walk to the altar and lay my burdens down. We need to not cheat others of
the revelation of their own sin and need for a root change of heart.
Luke 11:20 Demons gotta go. I am not sure why,
recently, we have had so many encounters of the demonic kind—but we have had
many in the last 8 months. I think it is interesting that demons can even
sit through a sermon politely, but once the individual starts doing serious
business with God, demons get pretty angry about the breach of contract.
At first, I wanted to try to make sense of the fact that in 20 years or more of
ministry, I have not seen anywhere near the consistent appearances I have seen
in the last 8 months. Now, I sort of wonder what was wrong before, that
they were comfortable to hang out around me. Perspective!
Luke 9:2 Citizens of the Kingdom of God are supposed to be
praying for the sick! I have heard testimonies galore of healings and
I have been present for some healings…but I want a lot more. I think we
should be totally going for it. I have heard that Heidi Baker became
determined to just keep praying for healings until she saw them up close.
She prayed for hundreds before seeing anything. I don’t want to quietly
accept sickness. If we don’t ask, we won’t receive.
Matt 21:31 Audacious sinners of the past who are now obeying
Christ passionately are entering the Kingdom quicker than good religious
talkers. I think we all better take note of this one. What a
dangerous place it is to be where you know how to play the game all too well;
that is, to make people think you are on Jesus’ speed dial, when you are just
playing a game. It doesn’t matter if you are a missionary, pastor,
worship leader, or the church’s accountant. Obedience is where the
blessing is—in the secret place, where nobody knows what you are doing.
But someone does. And we are not talking about yesterday. Today.
Now.
Matt. 13: 1-23 You’ve got to sow a lot of seed to get some of
it to stick. People are hindered from entering the Kingdom by a
variety of things—sometimes they are just blind to the truth because they are
so lost in sin and haven’t been made desperate enough yet for an
alternative. These folks are the blank stares and social smiles we get
when we try to evangelize. Then there are those you have a good conversation
with, but it goes nowhere. It may not have been because you did a horrible
job—which you might have. But even the fact that you were trying calls them to
wake up to their real need. I am convinced that a lot of people don’t let
on that they know Jesus is real because they know life is going to change
radically the minute after they give their life to him. Let’s not
lie—that is very true. You might lose your friends, your addictions
(those are DEFINITELY gonna have to go), your comforts, or even your
job. All this to say—sowing is hard work, and you don’t have any control
over the soil you are preaching to. The only thing we can control is how
much seed we scatter. Let’s scatter a LOT.
Matt 13:31-2 Some of that seed you scattered is going to
surprise you with how big and well it grows. If you scatter enough seed,
you are going to get to see some folks really explode. Maybe they will
even pass you! In our later years of campus ministry, Bill used to tell
our university students that they were his last hope for greatness! He
said it jokingly, but he meant it. “Grow as far as you can grow little
seed! Pass me up!” That should be our heart for all we nurture in
Christ.
Matt 13: 24-30 You don’t really know who’s who until the
end. I suspect that this dynamic is a little like reading our donors
list. We realized long ago, and with great humility, that some of the
sweetest little ladies on Social Security are the most faithful and have been
the longest, steadiest supporters. I think it will be that way at the final
judgment. I try to warn myself periodically to not become Miss Fancy
Pants Missionary—because there may be some rude awakenings at the end, if I see
some surprises up ahead of me in line!
I hope this list at least gave you something to think on. I
am so thankful for the opportunity to help form a new church and disciple the
new citizens. Blessings to all of you!
| One of our sweet young believers giving her testimony of how the Lord has been changing her life! |
Monday, April 21, 2014
Mario and Aaron -- Fatherless boys in Catacaos
This from Bill: Here's a recent video I made in Catacaos (Piura), Peru. It's a brief introduction to two very needy Latin America ChildCare students -- Mario and Aaron. Their father passed away last year, leaving their widowed mother with three kids. She's a faithful member of the church we work with. As you can see, they live in a grass hut, which has a dirt floor.
If you'd like to sponsor these boys, please let me know.
If you'd like to sponsor these boys, please let me know.
Monday, March 17, 2014
Bill and Lena's Peru Update - March 2014

Lena and I are grateful to serve as missionaries to Peru. We're also grateful to our friends who've partnered with us in this great adventure. Thank you!
Please click on the picture (at right) to see our latest update.
Bill and Lena's Peru Update - click here.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
The Fun and the Folly
This one is from Bill:
It was a dark night in a strange town. I was in the mountain
town of Ayacucho, which means “Corner of the Dead.” It is a town well known for
spiritual warfare and is the same town where my transmission died in November. So,
now I want to rename Ayacucho to mean “costly town” or even “Ouchy-cucho” (which
is what Charo, the famous flamenco guitarist, says when she hears how much it
costs to fix a transmission). Colton, Willy and I went there to give out Christmas
gifts to students and orphans in our Latin America ChildCare program. We finished
giving out the gifts and were heading for the bus station. The street was
really dark and on a steep hill. As I crossed the street, I stepped onto a
storm sewer grate that was broken. My leg went through a separation in the iron
bars and I fell with my leg trapped in a small shaft. It was horribly
frightening and left me crying out, “Oh God, Oh God, Oh God!” I also said some
other things that might be translated to mean, “Oh no! Wow, what a surprise!”
and “Oh boy! I wonder how deep this shaft is and if I’m going to survive!” Colton
and I were sure that my leg was broken; but after I pulled it out of the hole
(with help from equally frightened bystanders), I was able to walk. The only
apparent damage was that my shin was scraped and bruised.
Two weeks later, still bruised but able to walk without
pain, I found myself in the city of Trujillo, doing ministry with my friends
Shawn and Melissa Pallotta. We went to Trujillo to do a retreat for college
students and people involved in Campus Ministry. (College students + prophetic
friends = my favorite kind of retreat!) Trujillo is on Peru’s northern coast
and is famous for surfing and the pastor we were working with (Jhonatan
Boulangger) loves to surf. So, with a few hours of free time before our afternoon
session, we hit the waves. I got up right away and rode many successful waves
that day. When I was taking off my wet suit, I noticed that my ankle was
swollen. I thought it was from a bug bite and didn’t think much of it. A week
later, back in Lima, I noticed that my leg was really swollen, again. After
chatting with some friends about it, I finally came to the realization that it
may have been a good idea to get my leg X-Rayed after that fall in Ayacucho.
Sure enough, the leg was broken. The doctor showed me the X-ray and said that the
Fibula (the smaller of the two bones in your lower leg) does not support your
weight—which is why I was able to walk. He then explained that surfing with a
partially healed fibula was the broken bone version of grinding your teeth together—thus
producing a dumbfounded missionary with a swollen leg. So, that is the fun and
the folly. Surfing with friends while on a retreat for college students was the
fun part. But, surfing on a broken leg is great folly, no matter how much fun
it is. Since the Fibula was already healing (and it’s really hot here), the
doctor opted against putting it in a cast. I have to put my foot up for a week
and give it a chance to heal. It’s actually working out well for me. Being
forced to sit still has given me a chance to focus in prayer – which sometimes
leads to an unintentional nap! And we all know that that is what my leg needs
to heal.
P.S. I posted the picture at the top of the page to try and make it look like I'm in control. The picture directly above tells a more complete story. You can see from the wake behind my board that I had just cut off Colton. I was heading straight for the folks to my left and had to swerve to avoid wacking them in the head. So, I cut to the right and screamed, "Colton, look out! I can't steer this thing!" Thankfully, Colton ditched out on what was turning out to be one of his best waves of the day. My son gave up his "glory wave" so that 1) his dad would look good riding all the way to the shore, or 2) to save his life!
P.S.S. 40 years ago, my mom and dad planned a trip to Hawaii to celebrate my father's 50th birthday. He was really looking forward to surfing. Just before they were to leave, my father had the first of a long string of heart attacks. He never got to Hawaii and never got to surf. Now, whenever I get in the big waves (whether I'm surfing or boogie boarding), I dedicate the experience to dad.
P.S.S.S. For those who might be tempted to think that by surfing, we're living "high on the hog," I'd like to clarify two points: 1) We don't even own a hog, and 2) it only cost me $12 to really damage my partially healed leg.
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